new something I wrote...

I know what your feeling
confusion built in both of us
I held your hand for something
still not sure what it means
I'm still hiding behind this stone wall
I'm still begging you to tear it down

Chorus:
How does that taste?
I hear the water is fresher up there
Can you taste it?
Can you bottle some and bring it down here?
You're still on top... as it seems...
You are killing everyone else's dreams..

I laugh at everything you say
Are you really all that funny?
Am I really falling that fast?
I am not sure what I'm thinking
being all drugged up on medication...
Not a big fan of the pill
To many people hurt through the drugs

(chorus)

Lying here unmotivated,
I've never written a song ...to one I wanted so bad
Thinking of all your possibilities
I lay all hope aside
(God show me different)
I think of the opportunity
(God show me your mercy)

Tell me where to go

a letter to You

Dear God,
Show me what to do...

//Leaving my marK\\

Ok, as most of you know; I left HCollege. I left because of the stress of it all, I can't do private college. Despite what all you may think... That is the reason. I just couldn't take it anymore. I need to concentrate more on my relationship with God right now. I am most likely going to JCC in Olean next semester.

I went to the Super Bowl friday night. I saw Pinchy. I was so excited!!!!!!!!!! I miss that kid...
We had 34 people come from our church... and that is a record for us. 3 kids from our church got saved and 1 assurance. All in all there was no bad part of the Super Bowl. No drama. I got along with Alex and everything, no awkward moments.